The last few days have been rather a battle as far as me gaining energy. Lately, the feeling of little pins and needles in the back of my head from this thing has been very annoying. The good news is though, that today I'm not in so much pain that I can't handle. All I've really felt like doing is sleeping and I can really sleep anywhere from 9-12 hours at a time. I suppose my body really needs it or something. I plan on calling the Penn Hospital up in Philly and talking with a Dr. Stacy Horn ( believe is her name) to see if its possible for me to go up there and get the surgery done. Hoping that works out because I'd really love this Cyst in my head to get drained and get to feeling healthier again. That would be great so I can have more energy and get back to doing normal things, like walking without my foot going whacko.
Other than that, something has been running through my mind the last month because its really been a trial here. I was walking through the double doors at work and this person (shall remain nameless) made a comment, which I am hoping it was only in jest as he has no clue what's going on with my health. He said that if I were a horse or something that they'd have put me down by now because there's always something wrong with me. Now, I really hope that he didn't mean that but as things are seemingly crashing down around me, it did get to me. I won't lie about that. The only thing I'll really say about that little comment is that I wish people would really watch what comes out of their mouth. You really don't know what you might be planting in someone's head. Half the time, people will walk around with a smile and you'll never really know what the hell they might be going through.
All in all, I'm going to try to let it not get to me so much and just concentrate on my health and getting better. Praying that I get some sort of relief and this doctor up in Philly will see me and do the surgery. Its quite a distance from me but it'll be worth it if she does it.
Aside from that, I've been trying to do what I can around the house and keep it clean. Going to try to at least lift some 10 pound weights and keep my arms in shape I hope. I don't want my muscles to lose their density through all this.
Anyways, until next time my friends. Much love, God bless, and be mindful of what comes out of you're mouth...You really don't know how much what you say affects those you verbalize it to.
Love, Susan.
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